try me.
I can accept failure,
everyone fails at something.
But I can’t accept not trying.
said Michael Jordan
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communication
Hey y’all. :D Just to keep you updated, Lyd has safely arrived in LONDON. :) She says its freezing. djsdhaks. Makes you hate Malaysian weather all the more eh? We’ve been SMSing each other, only RM0.20 each. :P She will be taking off from there @1240 hours, our time. Then, she should be arriving in Boston, MA around early tomorrow morning, our time yet again.
Anyhow, trips to the airport are absolutely boring. I plugged in my MP3 and slept practically the whole way there. Checking in baggage took a really short time, surprisingly. We ate @Mary Brown, don’t ever eat there. Its not that bad, but not good either.
Just for your information, I didn’t get sentimental. hahaha.
j(o.o)el says:
DID IT GET ALL EMOTIONAL WHEN YOU SENT OFF YOUR SISTER? cos i’ve seen that before. everyone cries and says goodbye even though it’s only for a while. :P
ahh, pfftt. Jo is so understanding. ;)
After sending her off, we headed to 1U. The place was crowded. Stuffed. Red everywhere. Cats as deco, which, I observed, didn’t have EYES. I’m serious. There were only eyebrows. Oh, super intimidating, I tell you. And their paws moved up and down realllyyy slowly. I honestly didn’t understand why people wanted to take pictures with them. =.=
Well, my dad and I had a successful shopping trip. Although shopping with guys in general can seriously be hard. They don’t give you an opinion. And if they do, you don’t know whether its a GOOD one. Cause, basically, they aren’t girls.
Anyway, I bought clothes from FOS and M&S, shoes from Summit, ate @Kenny Rogers and bought myself one beautiful smelling tea egg. Yum yum. <3
Arrived home, and watched this:

For the second time. :) Its a really good movie. Apparently, its created by 40 homeschoolers! Hmm. Although some parts of the acting is rather fake, the plot and everything is good. Overall, I’ll give it an 8/10. Trust me, once you watch it, you’ll be motivated to be like Rachel. To keep your heart pure and fresh. And to find a guy as patient as Caleb!
Indeed, what you believe determines what you will do.
So now the house is oh-so-very quiet without Mommy and Chech. Although, generally I make all the noise. Haha. I have a lot of housework to do, and work to catch up on. Why? Cause I totally procrastinated on Friday. D: Okay, not totally.
Oh, do you wanna know something which is good and bad at the same time? I weigh only 38 kgs. Aka 83 lbs. Gosh, yes. You can.. scream, or however you show surprise. I’m SO underweight! D: The difference between my sister’s and my weight is 9 kg. :O Haha! Jo gave me 5 tips on how to become fat. He could only think up of 2 though. xD
j(o.o)el says: OKAY. I GIVE YOU FIVE TIPS TO BECOMING FAT
j(o.o)el says: STUFF YOUR FACE WITH ICE CREAM!
hazelchazel™ says: HAHAH
j(o.o)el says: DON’T EXERCISE!
hazelchazel™ says: FIRST. how tall are you?
j(o.o)el says: ermm..
j(o.o)el says: i don’t know.
j(o.o)el says: :P
hazelchazel™ says: DON’T EXERCISE?!
hazelchazel™ says: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
hazelchazel™ says: I HAVE TO EXERCISE. I AM NOT GETTING FLABBY D:
j(o.o)el says: HAHAHAHA
j(o.o)el says: I’M FLABBY AND HAPPY!
j(o.o)el says: :D
hazelchazel™ says: WTH.
I definitely need ways on how to gain weight but not grow in WIDTH at the same time. AHAHAH.
I think that was a long enough post. For now, tchao. :)
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February?
My week has been rather dead, but hectic at the same time.
#o1. My mommy is in Philippines. Thus, I have to wash the clothes, do the cooking, maintain the house.
#o2. Jie leaves for wonderland this Saturday.
#o3. School is dull. Seriously the word to describe it.
#o4. Jo and I haven’t been talking lately. So I’m catching up on him currently. I miss his awesomeness. (See, yet another moment.)
#o5. Auditions for the worship team are happening. I sat in for the first guitar audition. They were so nervous. :-O
#o6. I got an MP3. Like, finally.
#o7. Singapore, I seriously can’t wait for a break. :)
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Oldies.

September 2008

November 2008
You’ve gotta love the old times. :)
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January, I thank you.
Definitely. Glad. January. is. over.
Since my latest post was everywhere, I decided to erase and start all over again.
Don’t you wish that anything you do could be erased and done again? Sadly, our life isn’t like a blog post, you write something wrong and you can delete. Once we do something wrong, we can’t just press the Delete button and live life again like it never happened.
It’s crazy how fast a month can go by. We’re already 1 month into the new year. Before we know it, we’ll be in the middle of it or finishing it. Just the wink of an eye.
January 2010 has taught me many lessons. I started this year with high resolutions, and as the days go by, you get lazy and procrastinate and lose sight of those goals for yourself. Every morning I wake up and remind myself of what I have to accomplish today, tomorrow, this month, this year. I have to see the big picture.
I’ve learned how to say ‘no’ to the many activities that come my way. I have to ask myself, “What is important? What are my priorities? What do I not have to do?” Its hard to say no to stuff to stuff you would like to do. Its hard to stay in your room and do work while your family’s watching a movie outside. It’s hard to hear everyone talking about coming events when you know you shouldn’t go. But you know what, when you do something that you’re suppose to do instead of doing something you want to do, it feels good. Really good. Like, you escaped the temptation and did what you were suppose to do.
I’ve learned how to let God decide, and stop making my own decisions. So many times, when we are asked whether we would like to do something, we answer right away. We forget that God is in control of our lives and we need to let him control it. We need his guidance. Stuff we would like to do, isn’t always what God wants us to do. Sometimes in our excitement, we forget to God. We forget to hear his say in it.
I’ve learned to trust, love, respect and care for others. I’m sorry if it isn’t really evident, but I really do care. I feel sad for you when I see you doing something wrong. I get angry at you because I trusted you and you abused it. I pity you when I see others mistreating you. I respect you when I see you caring about someone else and seeing you take care of the little juniors so well. I love you when you kept your promise and worked hard.. and finished 10 books. :)
I’ve learned to treasure every friendship that I had and I have. Ever notice that friendships go really fast? But they come really fast to. At one of period of time, you get really close one person, then that person drifts away. But then, there’s always another person. No one stays long. So while you have that friendship, and while it last, treasure it. With your whole heart.
However, my sister shall always be my sister. There’s blood relation. So Chech, have a blast in US and London. Although I’m really jealous, and I’m sure you wish I was coming with you… ;) And since you love me so much, you better fulfill that long shopping list that I’m going to give you. Muahaha.
Lastly, January has been RADICAL. However, I’m glad its over. I just ‘closed accounts’ today, you could say. You know, make sure all my average grades, number of LPTs, goals for February, GPA… was settled and completed. :) I’m sorry if I must glee, but I did 16 LPTs. You just have to be happy for moi. :D
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Would you dare?
Would you speak up when you see some people doing sometime wrong?
WOULD YOU?
I’m sure you’re thinking ‘yes’ but honestly,
YOU WOULDN’T.
You wouldn’t speak up because you wouldn’t dare.
You wouldn’t say anything cause you’ll be tongue-tied.
You wouldn’t point it out cause you’re scared of what they’ll say about you.
But being ignorant doesn’t help anything either.
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what truth
Child, I am telling you your story,
not hers. No one is told any story
but their own.
says Aslan from the book Horse and His Boy
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Oh yeaa. =)
I can’t make it clearer, put it any other way
If you can’t see the simple truth I do
Then there’s nothing in this world that’s left to say
But Jesus loves yousays Stellar Kart in his song Jesus Loves You
Whoa yea, my sister’s going to USA in February. Yes, news leaks out. I’ve kept it a secret this long. :D :D :D
I’m making her a shopping list. Comment if you want anything, and then we shall see if I have the mood to convince my sister to buy it. :P
P/s. History LPT can go get lost. Seriously.
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Where Rainbows End

Happy Birthday Mel. :D
You’ve been an awesome friend. I’m glad I’ve known you for 2 years already. Even if you’re in Australia, we still are pretty close eh? Well, je t’aime beaucoup.
Gosh, I need to spazz. :D
#o1. I finished all my goals today, in school. :) After lunch and taking a Science LPT, I totally stoned at my desk. But I’m so happy. I manage to finish all my goals every single day and I’ve done 12 LPTs already. wheee.
#o2. Ryan supposedly moved real close to my house, when I just discovered that actually, it isn’t that close. -.= But anyhow, we shall be carpooling sometimes and dropping by at each others houses often, hm? :D
#o3. Kat and I will be worship leading this week for chapel and I’m really praying hard that God will come and meet us. Cause without Him, we could do a perfect job playing and singing, but it’ll be an epic failure. Period.
#o4. Joel is supposed to talk to the new girls. However, he keeps on backing out of it due to his UN-awesomeness. I mean right, I’ve talked to the new boys. And I’ll even accompany him to go talk to the new girls. Ahem, Jo. I am not letting you escape from this one. ;)
#o5. I just realized that I gave Jo number 4. He shall be happy.
#o6. My current addiction(s) are the song I’m Not Cool by Scott with the weird last name and the book Where Rainbows End. Definitely a book that you can’t put down once you’ve started.
#o7. I feel like my life is an endless cycle. Just a day ago, I was sitting at my desk feeling like my life was just a continuous cycle – 5 or 6 goals, studying for test, taking test, eat, sleep, and repeat. I can’t wait for some sort of amazing excitement.
#o8. Number 8 is a nice number. Thus, the last numbered item. Haha. Till later, tchao for now. Off to read and craze over how stupid Alex and Rosie are when it’s pretty obvious they were made for each other. :)
P/s. I love you.
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